Cigarettes

I always wanted to smoke. I remember the first time I ever smoked a cigarette... I bought a packet of contrabands from a friend at school about 2 years ago and I just wanted to try it.  I told my mom about it and she agreed to light it for me ( She knew I was just trying ) and the first time I smoked it I hated it. I felt like vomitting it was like breathing in smoke from a fire or something . Anyway, after that I tried it like one or two more times to see if I can get why people get hooked to it but it was still the same cringing feeling I get... One day I will be able to get pleasure from it...Maybe that would relieve my pain....