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Wednesday, 19 October 2011

I feel so HORRIBLE

Okay right now I feel so fucking horrible... I don't know if I am going to be promoted to Year 2 of college. Even though I've gotten back my results, I am still unsure if I passed 3 subjects out of 4 because the overall grade for the whole year has not been released.And I'm unsure about geography but I know I definitely passed art and failed literaturezm.So if I don't pass geography, im a goner.What's even worse is that the promotional results won't be released until 17th November...so that's one month of torture ... And...(I know it seems things can't get any worse) I have project work which I have to complete which is included in my A level results...So I have to TRY to concentrate on PW while still worrying about my promotional status...Because I know if I retain in year 1, I'd rather leave for an ARTS school like LASALLE. These few days have been so stressful all I'm doing now is binging on online television shows..

Anyway, today we had project work the whole day and it's been a bitch.It seems that I'm the problem of every problem just because some people don't know how to communicate.One of my group members wanted me to transfer some slides into our presentation and I asked if it was the same one as yesterday's when it wasn't.And when we went for a rehearsal all the blame was pushed to me.And even I thought I was in the wrong at that moment until I think about it now...Omg why can't I be quick witted and think on the spot and rebutt someone's false accusations?...

Sighs....
I want to just start cutting myself right now...

Yes , I'll do just that.

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