Fakers

Ugh I really hate fake people. I hate that some people just can't tell me they hate me to my face and I'll have tofind out through other sources... Worst thing is, they are nice to my face. This is so stupid. If I hear a rumour about me, I will confront the person and make everything clear if the other person really made those remarks and not just be NICE to the person and forget anything even happen but hate them deep inside. Ridiculous. Even if I dislike someone, I wouldn't be the first to start a conversation or say 'hi' to them. I know my insecurities has already led me to harp on ALOT of issues in the past, but from now on, I'm jsut gonna do me and whoever doesn't like it can just leave my life. I don't need to leave in constant fear of whether a person likes me or not... I'm already tired of those sleepless nights wondering if a person hates me or not. i'm over it. I need my beauty sleep. Some bitches act as though they are so HIGH and MIGHTY by not confronting the others whom they dislike claiming they 'take the high road' , well, they're just cowards trying to act bad... If someone is treating you badly how can you be nice to them still? It's just so stupid. Ugh. Some people are sooo scary... They talk bad behind your back, and then are all smiles and chatter when they're around you. FREAKING SCARY. The most important thing I have ever learnt in college was NEVER to take a person's personaliy at face value because everyone is a three-dimensional dimensional character, no matter who it is, as long as ou're in college, your're no simple minded, one sided person. Even the nicest people I've known in college have a dark-side to them and that's really scary. I'm just gonna continue be friends with those who are real to me, those who don't put on a facade trying to please everyone and have a true personality ( A good side and a bad side ).... Forget about it... Leon