Orientation Day 1

Wow... First day of orientation us already over...Just like that...ONE OF THE MOST TIRING DAY OF JUNIOR COLLEGE LIFE! We had to assembles 6.30am from the usual 7.45am in school Whig meant that I had to wake up at around 5am! But luckily, I managed to sleep at 10pm and surprisingly woke up by myself naturally at 3.47am. An I fell asleep until 5.07am(yes I looked at my phone an remembered the time) So anyway my dad fetched me to school and we assembled at the hall while the student council gave some morning briefing before we began ushering in the j1s.So the OGL(Orientation Group Leaders) were released into the concourse and we flooded the whole area. It was flooded with juniors wearing different school uniform and I also spotted a fellow junior from anglo Chinese school barker toad( my secondary school). So anyway I went up to random people saying 'HI WELCOME TO PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE!' and pounted out the noticeboard to check their groupings.After they all assembled at the hall, everyone looked so lost and tired. And eventhough I tried making small talks with the J1s, they weren't really responsive..So the day went by quite awkwardly as our icebreaker games ironically made things more awkward when people didn't speak up and we couldn't hear them...Ya so basically that was it. And some people wanted to appeal to another college which made me feel sad because they don't know what they're missing out...

After the J1s were dismissed,we staged back and practiced dancing and played 'air sports' and I did some Malay dancing.So it was basically a really random day.


I hope orientation/matriculation day 2 would be better though...

Never trust anyone...

Past few days have been super tiring. It's orientation for the juniors next week and my group and i have been rehearsing like mad for the performance..Leaving school at 9 everyday and reaching home at 10.30pm !!! I don't even have time to do my homework!!! Anyway, our performance went okay I guess.The dance wasn't that synchronized though...

Ok back to today.I was so mad because in my previous blog post, I talked about a certain someone who posted a blog post about someone and ranted about him and did so behind his back...Well, yesterday I decided to tell my good friend about it and told my friend to try not to offend her.Anyway, after I told her that she promised to not tell anyone about it...and I thought I was being a nice friend about it...

But today, when we were having a group conversation with another friend and they were talking about this girl in my art class who is a good friend of mind and she said ' she never does homework...she's so lazy' and then friend B was like 'don't say so loudly, later Leon tell her' and then she was like 'OH YA' and then she whispered something to friend B and then friend B was like 'that's why you can't trust bim'... I WAS SO MAD... I can't believe she would whisper like that infront of me.

Now I've learnt my lesson... ALWAYS keep my mouth shut and not bitch ANYTHING to ANYONE...In this world where everyone wants to be on a friendly level with anyone, they're willing to spill information and dirt about someone...But now, I know better...

Chinese New Year's Eve!

Today is Chinese new year eve and my family and I are going to the cemetery to pay respects to our late relatives and it's a yearly tradition in the Chinese culture... So I decided to go hobo today...

Holding a secret...

AHHHH!!! I just read a friend's blog and she just posted a rant about someone both she and I knows!! From art class too!!! Basically she rants about how he's childish and immature and thinks he's better than everyone else which is spool not the case! She doesn't even know him that well!!! Anyways now I'm torn about whether to tell him about what my friend has posted or should I hold this piece of information to myself..Afterall , she did ask me to keep her blog URL private...I guess I'll just have to express myself here. Anyway here was how I narrowed down the people in art even though she did not specifically say who was the guy she was ranting about. At first I thought it was me, but in her blog post she stated 'I doubt he will get the chance to read this unless he got hold of this url because he is busybody'

So that leaves me out of the picture...

Then she says he's a competitive and fast worker in art.. Then I knew who it was...

But since she states at the beginning of her blog post 'This post is not for anybody to talk about in their daily gossiping session. I want this post to be forgotten the moment I finished it.' I'm gonna be a good friend and leave the thought of exposing her lingering in my heart....

Basically, I just want to steer clear of her bad side because I used to think we were good friends until I was stabbed in the back in one of her blog posts (If you read my previous blog posts you would know what I'm talking about) and she didn't even tell me to my face and was faking smiles and stuff.What a fake ass bitch.But I'm not gonna be mean to her because 1) she still considers herself my friend 2) I'd like it to remain that way... But I know I can't be true friends with someone who puts on a facade for everyone and in a *snap* you could be her next target in her blog post...

This is a backstabbing world...

Rainbow!!

Wow so after I posted the previous blog post it really did rain and I hid in te comfort of my own room..You know how they say 'To see a rainbow, you have to get through the rain first' well after it rained my brother ran to my room and was like 'Did you see it!?' and I was like 'what?' and he said 'There's a beautiful rainbow outside!' and I looked out it was so gorgeous...

Dark skies

Haven't seen the Singapore sky thus dark for awhile... I can wait for it to rain!!! I love the subtle noise of the raindrops...

Omg this past week....ugh

This past week has been sooo tiring omg.School ends at almost 6pm everyday and by the time I reach home, its already way past 8.And I didn't have time to blog about it.Anyways, I've been having outings with my Orientation Group Leaders group and I have so much to do like designing the shirts and buying stuff when some of my group people are not even doing anything!! My house also just completed it's renovation. Anyway, the last 2 days have been especially rough for me as I had my National Service( a compulsory military training in Singapore) to defer as I'm still studying , my homework to do and on top of that,my cat has been urinating blood! How sad!!! Last night my mom brought my cat to see the vet because he seems to be in pain and is not as active as before and my mom told me the vet loved him because he was so well behaved and luckily it was just a urinary tract infection! Thank god. After I tweeted about my cat alot of friends gave me advice an comfort and I feel really happy to have them around me! I hope my KItty gets better soon!

First Day Of Senior Year!!

It's the first day of school for the seniors in college! YESS.I can actually call myself a senior now.And I am so honored to be an orientaion group leader for the Juniors in about a month! 1st day of school was quite good actually..I feel more computable and confident walking around school now ( last year I was so awkward because I was afraid of bumping into people I don't like and having to say hi) but now I can walk around and be friendly...Anyways my day was filled with bumping into close friends and hugging them and saying hi!!! And just lots of fun.Friends are really the only thing that keeps me going and my motivation to go to school..But there's a huge load of responsibilities to take care of and it's up to me to fufil them.OH YEA, and art... I can't wait for art lessons to begin tomorrow( the only subject I'm really excited for ). Oh and I'm really liking my class this year because a certain someone retained in JC1 and I know this is going to sound really bad but I'm happy he did.And I think he deserved it.He made my life in JC1 hell by mccking my feminine demeanor and personality.He is really a piece of shit.And I was hoping he would be kicked out of school because he had a poor conduct the entire year but the word around was that he cried infront of the principal in her office begging for a second chance and the principal allowed him to stay.I pity those who will be in the same class as him this year and I hope I am NOT the Orientation Group Leader of his class... My class is really quiet now though, but it's good and I really couldn't stand his voice. The typical straight douhebag but the thing is he's really looks repulsive. Always cursing and swearing too...OKAY .Sorry about ranting about him so much but just writing about him binds back so many unhappy memories...It's okay, IT'S A NEW YEAR!! I should be happy I love my class now!!! And that I get an opportunity to take up a leadership position and serve the school! Ok i'll have to get back to my pathetic 'holiday' homework now which is not even 5% done...Zzz life of a college kid..


AND THE RENOVATION IN MY ROOM AND LIVING ROOM IS FINALLY DONE!!!! I love the huge ass mirror in the living room and my room's cabinet!!






LAZY LEON

I can't believe I'm blogging about my pain...

Sometimes I wonder why I blog about my pain when I try so hard to forget about it. But I guess I've come to a point where I realized that a certain period of my life can never be forgotten and will always linger in my mind. And I guess if I were to forget the pain in my life, I wouldn't be who I am today...and blogging allows me to release the anger and sadness I have bottled inside from the past and really live my life truly and to move on...


I remember one incident which really hurt my mom...Looking back at it I really felt bad...


It was a family day at East Coast Park and we as a family decided to go cycling and have fun.But then my mom's phone rang and she used a track which I recorded secretly singing in my room on my phone and sent it to herself to use as he ringtone.I was so embarrassed I shouted at her and ran away from home. They searches the whole area and finally found me an I reluctantly went home.I was solo freaking angry with my mom and that very night I slashed my whole arm and made sure that the blood would cover y whole left arm and the next morning when she woke me up, she started sobbing profusely and she said 'WHY DID YOU DO THIS!?' while sobbing her eyes out. And with a smile I said 'it's a present to you'.OMG NOW LOOKING BACK AT THAT INCIDENT I FEEL LIKE AN ASSHOLE. For days she would cry in her room and y faker would Comfort her..It was not her fault that I was so sensitive and she was just having fun. She even went to force me to cut her because she said it would 'hurt her less'...Yes it was painful to see her like that.


But I guess that point of my life is over and done with, and I'm a much happier person now...And less sensitive. And definately a much better person!




LAZY LEON

Back from OGL Camp!!!!

I'm finally back from Orientation Group Leaders Camp!!! It was SOOOO fun!! Although it was tiring... I had like around 1 hour of sleep on the 1st night and 5 hours of sleep on the second but because of all the dancing and cheering and jumping and acting and performances it really hyped up my energy! At first when I went to the camp I was reluctant and scared but when I met the people in my group, called 'Darwin', I fell in love with them! Such a cheery,fun,nice batch of people and I was really happy to spend 3 days with them. We did SOOO much cheering,dancing and I loved it! We tested out games which the JC 1s ( Freshmen in college ) would be playing and it was freaking fun!! On the final night we finally got our OGL shirts and the final dance I got goosebumps because everyone was so hyper and jumping and dancing and cheering and I was too and it was kind of emotional to see the end but I can't wait for the real orientation to start in about a month!!! Sooooo exciting...






So anyways the past 3 days there have been renovations going around in my house which I guess I was lucky because I was away having fun while my family had to put up with the drilling and everything... But what I worried for the most was my cat. He is the one who is clueless to what was going on and is deathly afraid of loud noises so when the drilling happened, he ran and hid in the storeroom and when I came back home I would call his name and cutely pop out of the storeroom... He is really the thing that puts a smile on my face every morning,,

Scratching his chin after I came back!!

LAZY LEON

Rick Perry Sucks!

Perry attacks gay rights, accuses Obama of 'war against religion'
I can't believe that in this day and age, there would still be debates over gay rights. The Texas(you can already assume it's a conservative city) governor recently accused Obama of paying more attnetionxto Gay rights in America than otter economic aspects..I find this accession totally ridiculous.So what even if he WAS paying more attention to gay rights I mean, he was the only president to really speak out for gay rights and is really doing something about it and making a change. The gay rights movement has been neglected all year years and when a president speaks out about it , it becomes a religious sin? Perry even compares it to the children in America where thy 'can't pray openly' or can't 'celebrate Christmas in public'. isn't that a personal freedom of choice??? For example if someone were gay, he could choose to be open and tell people about it and be ready for discrimination or he could keep it to himself and escape the prejudice.So that was a stupid statement... He's even speaking out against the removal of the 'Don't Ask Don't Tell' movement, something which America and many military men(not only gay but straight) have been fighting so hard for for the past decade and to actually speak out against it is an insult to gay or straight military men in the country. Perry is a fucking dickhead.

Lazy Leon

The first time shooting a classmate!

This was a Photoshoot done way back in July I think and it was the first ever shoot I ever did with Natalie.If you guys didn't know, Natalie is an arr classmate of mine in college and the first time i met her,I said 'you look like a model'...And from then on i begged her to let me shoot her.It was also done with an iPhone 3GS.It was really spontaneous because I was like 'OMG why don't we do some test shots now?' and then I dragged we to a back alley in our school and asked her to do some poses as I directed her.I thought the shots turne out really great and it was this shoot which inspired the main Photoshoot at Arab Street which you can check out HERE! Check out the photos...

and this was one shot from the later photoshoot in August...

I hope you guys like it!

Lazy Leon~

My daily life cycle...

Was bored and decided to create my own troll version of my life...

First Day Of 2012!

It's the first day of 2012 and my first post of the year! I have been waiting for this year for about 4 years now since I first heard the stories about the world ending in 2012! I remember when I used to be glued to the ocmputer searching for all the stuff surrounding the 2012 phenomenon and I just kept getting engrossed in it... I guess I just have to wait 12 months now, and have to get past the huge hurdle of 'A' Levels this year.Sighs. It just seems like an ordinary day though, but today I felt like taking pictures of clothes I bought fom Haji Lane some time ago! I love the styles at Haji Lane it's so full of Boho-chic stuff and features the creativity of Singaporean Designers...Although it's a little pricey over there, but I think it's worth it!

Also had a little snack...Being vegetarian, people don't get why I prefer to eat vegetables and not animals...

They find me weird for eating a bowl of salad over a beefy hamburger. I just feel guilty about munching on something that once had feelings,emotions and life...But what more people odn't get is why I like to have crunchy,lefy vegies as a snack and I even bring them to school sometimes! It's like my comfort food I guess.. And I remember one saying that my mom always repeats to me...

''One Man's Meat is Another Man's Poison''

Well, in this case, it's vegetables...


Lazy Leon

Happy 2012!!