My morning has been ruined

Okay.So this morning I feuded to text my groupmate and ask her 'Hw r u?' just to kickstart my morning since we have an official oral presentatio exam tomorrow.And our conversation went awry...I didn't even know why I bothered texting her in the first place...

I was so mad... After that she told me that I always told her to 'shhh' during Project work meetings but i don't remember doing such things... Now I'm just thinking she's a selfish user and just wants things to be done her way and does not care about others... I'm just being cordial with her now... She even tweeted 'Being nice to someone doesn't mean you're fake, it just means your tolerant'... IT'S NOT BEING NICE IF YOU ARE PRETENDING TO BE FRIENDLY AND ASKING FOR FAVOURS WHEN YOU CLEARLY DISLIKE SOMEONE... Ugh this is so frustrating. I gave up alot for her... She says I don't listen to her.. But when she told me she was upset I didn't go for the New Zealand School trip, I changed my mind and went for it. That's $2000 Singapore Dollars for her. Sucks to be nice sometimes...

I AM SUCH AN ASSHOLE!

Right now I am extremely depressed. Because of a blog post my friend wrote about. and It was about ME. Okay.So she's my art classmate,lets just call her May, and we both got C for Art for our promotional exam. So as a joke, I told her 'Haha, I got a C for art and I only did it in a day' in a joking manner as I knew her art work was way better than mine ; and at that moment she smiled too. But I these few days when I approached her and sat at her table, it seems she would just ignore me or give me one-lined answers, and would just plug in her ear piece and continue listening to her music. Anyway, this was the blog post she wrote about me...

I WAS SO HURT WHEN I READ THIS!!!

I didn't know she had so much hatred towards me while 'stupid little me' was thinking we were close and great friends. I can't beleive how stupid I was to make such an ignorant comment that was so insensitive and ignorant. I really feel like a fucking dumbass now. I knew May was already sensitive so why did I say something as stupid as that!?!? I don't know how I'm going to face her in school from now on because I really feel embarrassed over this. I am such an asshole.

I really hope May forgives me... Since she's in my art class and it'll be so awkward to face her every week...

I really hope she forgives me...

EDIT :

Okay... after thinking about this incident for awhile I'm thinking why am I bringing myself down for keeping it real with her? Maybe I was a little too isnensitive about it, but must she go this far to verbally abuse me like that in her blog? 'shove my sadness in my face'? WHEN DID I DO THAT!? I meant it as a joke!!!

 

OH AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUNNY THING WAS!? I sat right beside her on Thursday,27th October, when the blog post was actually posted on 26th october. and she didn't even confront me about it and I had to find out after reading her blog today....

I guess some people can't take jokes. Although I don't feel that I'm really in the wrong, I still hope I could be friends with her, she was a really nice person when she wasn't all bipolar up my ass...

hmph...

 

Rainy day at the bus stop

So I'm sitting here alone at the bus stop on a gloomy rainy day with thunder.,.Most may see it as a negative, gloomy atmosphere, but I see it as an opportunity for a great picture on the phone...

Just got braces rubber bands

Wow I just got my braces bands and it's so irritating.I have to change it every meal and it looks horrible :