It's another long rainy bus ride on 985...Alot of things has happened over the past week and most of them were happy memories.Our whole week was packed with project work which was tiring as he'll and I feel that my relationship with my groupmates have really improved.

These few days, I've been getting paranoid about how some of my friends may find out about this blog because I really pour my inner most feelings out. So I've been putting my blog on and off on private and as I write this, it's on private. I really want to tell my friends how I feel but I don't want to be gossiped about and judged because in college, that's the last thing you want happen to you.

Anyway, I'm about to reach school now,

<3
Leon.

I AM SUCH AN ASSHOLE!

Right now I am extremely depressed. Because of a blog post my friend wrote about. and It was about ME. Okay.So she's my art classmate,lets just call her May, and we both got C for Art for our promotional exam. So as a joke, I told her 'Haha, I got a C for art and I only did it in a day' in a joking manner as I knew her art work was way better than mine ; and at that moment she smiled too. But I these few days when I approached her and sat at her table, it seems she would just ignore me or give me one-lined answers, and would just plug in her ear piece and continue listening to her music. Anyway, this was the blog post she wrote about me...

I WAS SO HURT WHEN I READ THIS!!!

I didn't know she had so much hatred towards me while 'stupid little me' was thinking we were close and great friends. I can't beleive how stupid I was to make such an ignorant comment that was so insensitive and ignorant. I really feel like a fucking dumbass now. I knew May was already sensitive so why did I say something as stupid as that!?!? I don't know how I'm going to face her in school from now on because I really feel embarrassed over this. I am such an asshole.

I really hope May forgives me... Since she's in my art class and it'll be so awkward to face her every week...

I really hope she forgives me...

EDIT :

Okay... after thinking about this incident for awhile I'm thinking why am I bringing myself down for keeping it real with her? Maybe I was a little too isnensitive about it, but must she go this far to verbally abuse me like that in her blog? 'shove my sadness in my face'? WHEN DID I DO THAT!? I meant it as a joke!!!

 

OH AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUNNY THING WAS!? I sat right beside her on Thursday,27th October, when the blog post was actually posted on 26th october. and she didn't even confront me about it and I had to find out after reading her blog today....

I guess some people can't take jokes. Although I don't feel that I'm really in the wrong, I still hope I could be friends with her, she was a really nice person when she wasn't all bipolar up my ass...

hmph...

 

Rainy day at the bus stop

So I'm sitting here alone at the bus stop on a gloomy rainy day with thunder.,.Most may see it as a negative, gloomy atmosphere, but I see it as an opportunity for a great picture on the phone...

Just got braces rubber bands

Wow I just got my braces bands and it's so irritating.I have to change it every meal and it looks horrible :

Art is such a bitch

Oh My GOD I'M SUCH A PROCRASTINATOR... My coursework for art which is 60% of my overall grade for art is screwed... I think I did to much planning and sooo little executing... and now I can't even carry out the intended final piece. We were meant to complete a 1 metre by 1 metre canvas with acrylic paint and I decided to do the topic of Pain using the idea of mosaic tiled paintings. I only started work on Friday when submission date was on Monday... OMG. Although I think I worked rather fast, I thought that the work was quite crappy and looked unfinished....

Friday : 

Saturday :







Sunday :

and I still have so much more work to do ahhhh!!!!