Best friends patching up! -Today is Saturday-20th March 2010

OH MY GOSH! Today,is a day,which is going to make history.Mr.  M ,V and S has finally got back together after a little less than several months of quarelling! Okay if you didn't know who M,V and S are,they were besties who were so tight you couldn't separated them even if you tried.Then at the start of this year,M and V were ignoring S as S did not reply V or M texts.Yea petty I know.But anyway since the start of the year the anger of M and V towards S just kept growing and growing and even led to several altercations in school which included shouting,low-blows and lots of badmouthing. V and M even went to the extent of gatecrashing S's meeting with his friends to make him look bad and he even started tearing up a little.OK BACK TO THE POINT. After months of quarrelling,their feud was solved by a caring teacher ,Janet,who helped create communication between them which allowed them to make-up.Anyway,today they started talking friendly which although was little,it's still a great start.Anyway in the afternoon,I called S only to find out that He was with ,V and M  at United Square having lunch!!!!!<<<----OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS *******ING DAY!!!!!! =DFinal Words: This day,20th March Saturday and right now at 5:10pm.I can officially announce they are well on their way to reconciliation! So stop the rumours about the carnival stuff that broke them up(Although I was the one who started it)I am really excited to see what is going to happen on Monday.This is like a dream come true.Thank you V,M and S for making this happen for me.Without you guys,I wouldn't be the rockstar I am today.Here are some fashion to depict the crazy times they had together.

 

 

 

Thanks for reading even if you didn't really get why I would write about the feud between my friends...haha but this was really meaningful to me.It showed how enemies could patch up and how fragile friendship really is.So please treasure your friends!

My pain has been noticed

Okay so if you guys have read a blog post earlier on about me cutting myself, I was caught. When my mom came in my room to wake me up one morning,she saw the cuts on my wrists and started crying. I told her that I did it for fun and I will never do it again, but it pained me to lie to her,as I knew I would do it again.It hurts so bad on the inside to handle stress this way.My mom is really upset and wants me to see a psychologist...I don't want to hurt her anymore...I don't...AHHH!!!!! Please get me out of this hell hole. =(

I am hurting inside...

Okay...My friends and family don't know this,but I cut myself when I am stressed out or angry over someone or something. At first it was just for fun,but when I was really angry I felt great after cutting myself.It's like I could feel the pain from the inside.It really hurts and I had to do it. When I quarrel with my friends over something I did,I hurt myself.When I accidentally did something wrong,I cut myself.It has finally evolved to a stage where I cut myself over the slightest things. It's such a painful thing mentally.But physically, it's gratifying. and being different in terms of sexuality does not help ONE BIT. Ugh,frustrating...