Fakers

Ugh I really hate fake people. I hate that some people just can't tell me they hate me to my face and I'll have tofind out through other sources... Worst thing is, they are nice to my face. This is so stupid. If I hear a rumour about me, I will confront the person and make everything clear if the other person really made those remarks and not just be NICE to the person and forget anything even happen but hate them deep inside. Ridiculous. Even if I dislike someone, I wouldn't be the first to start a conversation or say 'hi' to them. I know my insecurities has already led me to harp on ALOT of issues in the past, but from now on, I'm jsut gonna do me and whoever doesn't like it can just leave my life. I don't need to leave in constant fear of whether a person likes me or not... I'm already tired of those sleepless nights wondering if a person hates me or not. i'm over it. I need my beauty sleep. Some bitches act as though they are so HIGH and MIGHTY by not confronting the others whom they dislike claiming they 'take the high road' , well, they're just cowards trying to act bad... If someone is treating you badly how can you be nice to them still? It's just so stupid. Ugh. Some people are sooo scary... They talk bad behind your back, and then are all smiles and chatter when they're around you. FREAKING SCARY. The most important thing I have ever learnt in college was NEVER to take a person's personaliy at face value because everyone is a three-dimensional dimensional character, no matter who it is, as long as ou're in college, your're no simple minded, one sided person. Even the nicest people I've known in college have a dark-side to them and that's really scary. I'm just gonna continue be friends with those who are real to me, those who don't put on a facade trying to please everyone and have a true personality ( A good side and a bad side ).... Forget about it... Leon

Past Month or so?

It's been quite sometime since I last blogged and I really, really missed it. Basically my  Mid year examinations have been going on for the past 3 weeks and I just didn't have the time to blog so I could do some last minute studying... A lot of things have happened since the past month or so but I'm just gonna blog about a few things... Yea so first.. I got a new haircut. I asked the hair stylist to shave the sides and leave a 'sort of' mohawk in the middle because I knew that it wouldn't be allowed in school, so I did it.

 

 Mid-ears were really stressful. there was even more stress seeing that I failed almost every subject back in the Common Test Exams 4 months ago and had to see the vice-principal..But I didn't really make full use of the June Holidays to really catch-up on my schoolwork but I'm just hoping I did better than before... 

Me and a few friends also found like a secret plantation outside of school hidden in the forests while walking around one day and an old auntie was there and asked what were we doing and we just said we were looking around and she said that it was planted by a few farmers...

 Oh.. and while I was eating my cat almost urinated on my lecture notes and I got a shock. This made me jump which pulled a wire on the table and a whole packet of rice + vegetables fell on the ground. i was sooo mad with Kitty because not only were my lecture notes covered in urine, my floor was covered in my dinner... Nasty!

I was mad for awhile then I cooled off because I can't really be mad at kitty...I mean.. look at him...

 

 My family and I also went out yesterday on Saturday to Gardens at the Bay where we visited the Cloud Forest Dome and Flower Dome which was GORGEOUS it was so beautiful and cool ( literally it was freezing ) and there was like an indoor tree top walk which was great...

Fire Works from National Day rehearsal! From inside the flower dome...

Mid-Year results  are going to be released next week and I'm sooo nervous... Especially for Mr Chng's subject because like we mutually hate each other so...yea... I just hope I don't disappoint the people around me again...

Strawberry milkshake after everything! Super Delicious!

I hate being misunderstood... I try to be nice and I'm always turning out to be the bad one... So basically my mom's company has discounted Universal Studios ticket and since I know a few of my friends who have never been to Universal Studios, I'd thought I'd bring them along to experience it and my mom was willing to pay for it. Then people who went to Universal Studios before found out about it and wanted to come along, when I only have limited tickets and I already said I was going to bring only those who didn't go.  So now some people are angry with me and I seem to be the selfish one who ranks their friends... Maybe it's just better to be the subdued, quiet ones who does nothing for their friends to be considered 'nice'.. it's true... In this world, as long as you voice your opinion or disagree with someone elses' opinions, you are automatically labeled as 'mean','aggressive' and 'vicious'... This is really unfair. Can't I do nice things for others without annoying others? I guess you really CANNOT please everyone in this world. But it's really sad that the people you CAN'T please are the your closest friends, the people whom you thought would be supportive of all your decisions. But I guess not... Sigh, I really hope I could get through all this stupid drama in college and just move on...